Like lost memories
Januay frost sparkles
Under the lamp light
Like lost memories
Januay frost sparkles
Under the lamp light
I sit in the dark
Thinking about everything
That could be different, this time next year.
In the morning sun
The ice starts to crack
Everything fragile still
In the small hours Snow flakes glow in the street lightfall and gently fade
I look out the window, rain running down. The cat wet at my feet. Washing waiting. Clothes need folding. A crack in the ceiling expands. I think of the sea. Of the waves that crash. The ones that lull. The fret that kisses my face. Pebbles I hold tight in my hand. Not ready to give up. To give back. To hold close a little longer. Right now, as the clock ticks, the day wastes. I’d rather be there, not here.
Yesterday, I fell on the ice. And I wonder this morning. If all of me got back up again.
My bones bruised, my eyes tired. I sit here thinking what I left behind.
What I no longer have. Because I fell and no one was there, to pick me up, to wipe me down, to see what it was.
I lost. On the sheet ice.
Even the branches
weep in the cold grey, winter
knocks on the window
walking home
I stare through windows
watch families laugh
feeling a little less
alone
an orange glow
as low winter sun
reflects in my window,
fills the room with light,
a warmth from yesterday
bright for a moment
falls at my side.
silver moon hanging
in cornflower skies
early frost shimmers